In the laws of awe,
The world still surrenders
To the beatitude of the whole.
Sometimes even the earth wants to stop to rest,
But expels itself and thrusts forward
Continuing on its destined voyage
Through space,
Through the continuum of time
To show us the sunrise in the morning,
After an uneasy night
And give us one more chance
To watch the bird in flight.
But, I wonder at what obstruction
Has pressurized her bowels
And pushes up against her plates
Shifting them,
Erupting old wounds
Like a teenagers face
Boiled and swollen from to much junk.
Taking hold of these things,
One can see
From the small to the infinite
How ignorantly we take care
Of that which we depend on.
And, looking at her from afar,
This earth is
The raped womb
Of a mother
That most men can’t look at
Who bear the shame
Of the moment when
With no outlet for their passions,
They lash out
Overcome from an insatiable hunger,
When greed overrides results,
Rather than to surrender to
Their loneliness, their fear
Of separateness,
As they notice their unbondedness
And panic before allowing
The unconscious knowledge
Of their own ignorance
To flow into them
And spare them extinction.
My tears now at the point
Where I was once told to leave them—
Trembling towards the ridge—
Where only the observant eye sees them.
These tears are not for the unconscious.
There upon that ridge they linger
And then simmer down again,
Waiting at this doorway
Rather than outpouring.
To support ignorance
Is to become a part of it
Is true,
But to turn your back
On someone
For the sake of love?
But, what can you do,
If that is the only route left to you,
When words can not be spoken,
When the only way
They will hear your love
Is to leave and walk away?
Start a war?
My hair cut short today.
My face full and open.
Its nakedness
Reveals my eyes, and you can see me.
I am happy with this face.
Behind the sadness, there is a light,
And this anger is not born
Of pettiness and greedy things.
It carries with it a wave of generations gone.
It carries with it death’s knowledge
In loves song.
Today I read once more,
We Americans have no roots
And I cried
At the callousness,
At the inhumanity behind those words.
We Americans who are we?
We are trees who learned to walk
Then rooted to this earth
From shore to shore.
There is a price paid
Always.
Traditions die hard
Frozen with fear,
Frozen with the incarcerated
Dreams broken
And barred in by boundaries
Between you and I,
Country and country.
War is a tradition on this planet.
Like the dead bodies after war,
This planet is soiled
With the wastes
Of new things
To create new needs.
This has become a tradition too.
This earth moves
In a tradition of gravity.
This plant planet
May soon decide
To break
Its traditions too.
